Staying Grounded To Take Flight

Staying Grounded To Take Flight

I wanted to somehow work a Xin Loi — a Vietnamese ‘I’m Sorry’ — into the title of this post. Xin loi because it’s cool to write and humbling to say, and apropos here, as we weren’t exactly sure how to handle our new, exalted vision of a more fortified link between West and East, with a future center for healing in our far-away, beloved Vietnam. We went with popping open like the metal clips on our old-school Samsonite Heyoka suitcase, and telling everyone all about it. Exciting stuff, but, for now, far-away in both distance and in time. Or so we hope. Coming up with a future eject plan from Mý was also in reaction to being 13,000 miles away on inauguration day, and returning to a radically changing USA. “A cloud of cruelty hangs over so much of our discourse right now,” wrote a columnist in Sunday’s Chicago Tribune, ”dulling our spirits and conjuring our worst instincts.” Huh. We’d argue that here, our spirits have never felt more alive, as we conjure our deepest, most peaceful, primordial tendencies. And regarding a future turning our students onto the healing power of Vietnam, we’re turning our attention now to late February in the Midwest USA, a time of great transformation and progress. “The world cannot be discovered by a journey of miles,” per writer Wendell Berry, “Only by a spiritual journey by which we arrive at the ground at our feet, and learn to be at Home.”

Home for late Winter and loving it, we’ll soon offer up an unwaveringly, positive assist from Shinzen, along with a visit with a Native American Elder on developing a certain skill-set that can be extremely comforting during these seemingly difficult days. Winding down our Winter off-season activities, we’re segueing into the Spring Retreat Season, with a break in the weather putting our boy, the infamous Jeffrey Peter Ryan aka Uncle Jeffy to work. Felling trees last week was prompted by planning out food forests with our local mushroom man Anthony Michael Blowers, with a focuse on mushroom cultivation. Tony explained the effort will continue giving fruit for quite a few years to come, the initial mushroom crop spreading throughout The Higher Haven’s ecosystem, making it healthier and more balanced. The process starts by dropping a few smaller hardwoods, plentiful on our property, ideally before the trees start breaking bud. The upcoming inoculation will include Lion’s Mane spawn, Golden Oysters, Shiitake, and Chesnut Mushrooms.

The trees are then cut into 3-4-foot pieces, holes drilled every five inches or so, and then spawn is pushed into the holes and they’re waxed shut. This leg is the labor-intensive part, as hundreds of holes need to be drilled and plugged with spawn. If we play our cards right, we can see fruits by Fall. After they are fully colonized, they can potentially continue fruiting for at least five years, and in some cases longer. Fruits will show up in both Spring and Fall. Of course once we introduce these mushrooms to our eco system, they will become a part of it and organically spread throughout. Mushrooms are nature’s recyclers, they break down dying or dead trees and make nutrients readily available for new growth to absorb. They’ll basically balance and nice up our ecosystems, along with being predictable sightings for future events. Fruits, gifts, bartering, tinctures, it’s all currently in the works, even as the trees lie in the mud of our quickly thawing acreage. We’ll be scheduling the remainder of the 2025 Spring & Summer Retreat Season with more info. soon.

On Our Winter Retreat + Upcoming 2025 Retreat Season

On Our Winter Retreat + Upcoming 2025 Retreat Season

“In the pond floats a Lotus Flower, with green leaves, white petals and golden pistil, beautiful and noble as ever…”

We’re back from our Winter Retreat to South East Asia, three glorious, sunny weeks away in Thailand and Vietnam, from Bangkok to Chaing Mai and Phuket, over to Hanoii and Da Nang, and finally down to Saigon to celebrate the Lunar New Year and welcome the Year of the Snake 2025. A bit of a whirlwind before, during, and now two weeks after, just riding a wild transformational wave that started with my Teacher Shinzen Young’s Year-End/Beginning Retreat, the very source of inspiration behind The Higher Haven. Happy to be home now, we even participated in the February monthly Home Practice Program lead by the mighty Shin.

Resting and rejuvenating now during Winter’s serene season, we’ll be delivering on promised posts from way back in November, including the healing power of the lightning strike, what we’ll see in the stars above during the March Lunar Eclipse, our upcoming Dark Sky Event, and a long, long overdue tale on my friend Tinker — a real live poet, writer and Lac du Flambeau Ojibwe Elder. Tinker’s cool, a great source of inspiration, and although we may be a few days late, we’re never a dong (or unit of Vietnamese currency) short. There’s also new and amazing plans being made for a Higher Haven East, dedicated to my Mom and our heavenly matriarch Louise Teresa Wrobel Tootalian. We celebrated her in rituals during the first full Moon of the Lunar New Year, and her presence in our efforts remains strong. So if you’re one of the many rattled by current happenings in Mý, the Viet people’s term for the good old U.S.A., with the backing of our Sweet Louise, we’ll soon provide you a secret, sacred Getaway, a place that brings together meditation and indigenous healing practices of the West with similar practices in the East, back to their point of origin, in a huge healing circle.

That’s all wildly exciting, and as to finding and founding our farm in the East, a few years and visits up our Good Red Road. So for now, we’ll touch back on our wonderful three weeks away. Having written of tot (good) times in Vietnam previously, experiences with my good friends or bans Tuan and the secret Viet King Phuc Nguyen, my trip this year provided a deeper healing and a new awareness of how VN’s vibe informs the spiritual practices of The Higher Haven West (Tuyệt vời) A famous Vietnamese folk poem states: “In the pond floats a lotus flower, with green leaves, white petals and golden pistil, beautiful as ever, such beauty, such nobility, growing from mud, but rising with pride & honor.”

The lotus flower, with its stunning petals and serene presence, is an aquatic plant of slow-flowing, muddy waters native to regions throughout East Asia and the South Pacific. Known scientifically as Nymphaea, the lotus has inspired poets and artist’s throughout Vietnam’s history. A symbol of purity and enlightenment, this hardy plant reflects the ability to be noble, courageous, and stand tall in the darkest of circumstances, like the good Vietnamese people, circumstances the people of Mỹ may now face. “'And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom”, said the artist Anaïs Nin. For those ready to bloom this Spring, take a giant, healing leap into our Spring Noble Silence Meditation Retreat (NSMR) Weekend, just two short months away. And watch for more stories, events, engaging techniques from the brilliant mind of Shinzen, and more good news soon. Toksha